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Pastor MadonnaButterfly   in reply to Starshine   on

About Starshine

Hi, Starshine!~ How are you doing? It's been a long time since I've talked with you! I've missed you but have kept you in my heart, thoughts and prayers!~ Hope all is well for you~ Did you find a job yet? Talk with you soon!~ Have a great day!~ Much love, MadonnaButterfly~~~~
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Pastor MadonnaButterfly

I recently lost my Dad, he passed away 3 years ago. I think about him every day. I miss him so much. He was my best friend. I could talk to him about anything. My husband has recently been diagnosed with terminal liver cancer and doesn't have long to live. He is all that I have besides God and our dogs. This has been very difficult for me to deal with. The Dr. told me to expect to wake and find my Husband deceased. My Husband has lived a month now, passed what the Dr. said he would. My Trust and Faith is in Father God!~ My Husband has lost "85 pounds" in the last month. I struggle to find a cure or to help him live longer. He was on Chemo and it didn't do anything for him, there was no change in the vigorous growing cancer. I spend a lot of time in prayer. Though I'm an Ordained Pastor, I accept no money for what I was called to do, by Father God. Each month I struggle to pay the bills~ but Father God has made a way for me to get the bills paid. My Trust in Him has been strong and my Faith is strong as Iron.~ There is a tremendous amount of pressure upon me~ trying to cope with this the best that I can, trying to pay the bills, praying for and with others as well as for us, taking care of 9 dogs, getting very little emotional and financial support from his and my family, there's been no one to talk to besides God and when my Husband is awake I talk with him, I feel a deep loneliness. My close friends have departed from me, I don't think they know how to handle the stress from this situation. They were also close to my Husband.~ I feel frozen in time and despair.~ I pray for everyone when I pray, because I know that everyone is in need of prayer during this day and time.~ Amen~ Father God has a purpose for each of us to fulfill while we are upon this earth and He loves us each and everyone.~ He cares about how we feel and the struggles that we go through~ There may be times that we feel He doesn't care or that He is with us~ but He does and is!~ Sometimes when we are going through struggles and hardships in life...we do not understand why this is happening to us. Later, we understand that it makes us stronger and we pull closer to Father God which helps us to build our relationship with Him, to Trust Him and it allows Him to show us His strength and love for us during that time.~ Life is not always easy, we must make the most and best of it while we are here.~ Showing others compassion, understanding, forgiveness is planting a seed in their lives and helping ourselves at the same time. See forgiveness is not just for the other person, it's about ourselves...when we forgive others we are allowing God to forgive us of our wrongdoings as well.~ We can help ourselves and others just by being better people towards one another. We never know what someone else may be going through, giving them a smile or friendly conversation and lending them a listening and caring ear may be enough to help them feel better about themselves or to see another day!~ Call someone you haven't talked to in a long time, let them know you care and are thinking about them. It makes us feel good to know we are thought about and cared about~brighten their day and it will also brighten yours too!~ If someone you love or know is in a Nursing Home, go visit them let them know you care!~ That they are not forgotten.~ Spread the Kindness and Love, it will be contagious and will make this world a better place for all of us to live in~ the short time that we are here~! God Bless You!~ Have a wonderful day!~ God Loves You and So Do I !~~ Much love, Pastor MadonnaButterfly~~~~
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Amen!~~~
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Pastor MadonnaButterfly   in reply to JohnB   on

Stop and Kill Cancer.....by eating foods that stop Cancer growth and destroy it!

Thank you JohnB! Nice to meet you! My husband has Liver Cancer and only has a couple of months to live. We've been married 22 beautiful years. He is a Saved Man that loves Father God. Amen! That's a true blessing! I know who's hands he will go to when he leaves this earth, Like your Mom and the many others that have gone on before us...that "They are Healed in God's Kingdom of Beautiful Heaven" When they are too sick to be Healed upon this Earth...(which is not our home) Father God takes them Home to Heaven and Heals them there! No more Cancer or sickness, sorrows or worries there! Amen!~ Eternal life and Happiness!!!~~
I want you to know I will keep your friend in Healing Prayers....May God's Will be Done~ Thank you JohnB (Brother in Christ) for your kind words of encouragement and support and prayers and love!~ May Father God bless you and your loved ones and friends~~ I will also keep you in my prayers~ It's difficult when we have someone that is ill from a disease that we cannot control. All we can do is support them, let them know we are there for them and to Pray! Father God will do the rest! Amen! We plant a seed...a tiny little seed...that grows into a beautiful flower once they get to know Father God and how much He loves them!!! There is no better gift that we can share besides the beautiful gift of almighty Father God! He is our everything!!~~ Our past, Our Hope and Our Future! Amen!~ Much love to you, God Bless You Always!!~~ Pastor MadonnaButterfly~~~
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cancer, god,inspiration, hope, love: Hi, everyone!~ I have been off here for a short while~ Wow I come back

Hi, everyone!~ I have been off here for a short while~ Wow I come back and everything has changed!!!~~ lol ! My Husband is very ill and I've been taking care of him. He doesn't have long to live, he has Heptacellular Carcinoma (Liver Cancer) and not doing well. Please, keep him in your prayers~ (Thank you). I want you all to know I have missed you and continue to pray and ask Father God to meet your needs and shower you with bountiful blessings~~~ for you and your loved ones.~ God bless you and have a wonderful day!!!!~~~ :D Smile God loves you and so do I !!!~~~~:D
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Pastor MadonnaButterfly   in reply to PoeMonet   on

About PoeMonet

Beautiful!!!~~~ Thank you for sharing!!!!~~~ Beautiful Poem and picture!!!
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Stop and Kill Cancer.....by eating foods that stop Cancer growth and destroy it!

http://www.DoctorOz.com   Hi, Everyone! I have not written a blog in a while, due to Husband's health. I want you to know I keep you in my heart and prayers daily. I recently found this information that I would like to share with you about Stopping Cancer in it's tracks and killing it...Frozen Lima Beans in a bag, when you shake the bag make sure the Lima beans are loose...if they are in clumps of ice they have been 'refrozen' and lose their value...so make sure they are loose in the bag before you buy...
1 Cup a Day of "Lima Beans" Stop and Kill "Breast Cancer"
1 Cup a Day of "Fresh Parsley" Stop and Kill "Ovarian Cancer"
1 Glass a Day of "Lime Juice" Stop and Kill "Lung Cancer"
7 Organic "Apricots" a Day Stop and Kill " Stomach Cancer"
Protect your heart and lose weight with Cooking Oil, purchase Cooking Oil that is High in Healthy Fat and Low in Saturated Fat. Cooking Oil to purchase and use: "Canola Oil", "Macadamia Nut Oil" is High in Vitamin E, "Toasted Sesame Oil", "Walnut Oil".
By: Lisa ("The Hungry Girl") "5 minute meal to lose weight" ("Shrimp Fettichini Alfredo") Get Recipe on Dr. Oz's Website. (www.DoctorOz.com)...God Bless You! Much love, Pastor MadonnaButterfly~~~~~~~

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Pastor MadonnaButterfly   in reply to Ashleystarr   on

About Ashleystarr

Hi, Ashleystarr! I wanted to come by and let you know that I would like to talk with you! I am here for you, that no matter what you are faced with you don't have to face it alone! I will pray for you and with you! Father God loves you and will help you also! I will try to help you with anything you need help with! God Bless You! Much love, Pastor MadonnaButterfly~
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Pastor MadonnaButterfly   in reply to Tricia12   on

About Tricia12

Hi, Tricia12! I came by to say "Hello" it's nice to meet you! Should you need prayer or someone to talk to I am here for you! I want you to know that I understand that life can be tough at times and I want you to know that I care about you very much. Father God loves you very much! I do care about you and I'm here for you to talk, prayer, whatever you may need! God Bless You!~ Much love, Pastor MadonnaButterfly~
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October 3rd, 2011 and What Happened........

My husband has Cirrhosis: Stage:4 Final Stages of Liver Failure, with a "T.I.P.S. Shunt Placement". He is fighting for his life. He has severe fibrosis, scarring of the liver. We was told that before he could get a Liver Transplant he would have to be treated for "Hepatitis: C". The combo therapy treatment is extremely dangerous for someone with "Severe Cirrhosis". With no other options we accepted the treatment. With each shot my husband was becoming worse. He was experiencing "every" Common Side effect and "every" Serious Side effect from the Combo treatment. I give him '1 shot' a week. We reached 'week 6' and he was worse. We went to bed and I fell asleep. At Midnight he got up to go to the bathroom and was falling down and getting up and falling down and falling into stuff. He made it back to the bed and said, "I'm not able to walk. " I heard him and woke up, asking "What do you mean you can't walk? What's going on?" He said, "I got up to go to the bathroom and was falling down everywhere I can't walk. I'm dying." He then claimed he's not going to take anymore of his medicine. On October 4th he didn't take his medication all day. I was scared and tried to contact both of his Doctors to know what to do for him. They explained how important it was for him to continue the medication. My husband still refused to take it. I took him to his other Dr. on October 5th which he had a talk with him and he explained how important the meds were. The Dr. reduced his dosage. Later on that day a miracle from God happened! His test results came back showing he was now "Hep. C. Undetected!!!!!" Praise God!!! He has 'Agreed' to finish out the other 5 to 6 weeks left of treatment! God is a Healer! All things Are possible with Him! Usually people have to take the combo treatment for 1 to 2 years, some longer than that. The Doctors wasn't even expecting this medicine to work being my Husband was as sick as he is. Nor did any of us think it would have worked as quickly as it did! God hears our prayers and He does answer us all we have to do is trust Him with all that we have in us and to be patient. No matter what we are faced with in life...God will rescue us all we have to do is call upon Him! My husband was at death's door and with prayer, faith and trust in God...God spared his life and he was healed of the Hepatitis C! (I want you to know that what God has done in my life He will also do in yours!!!!!) Father God loves All of us, no matter what. We just have to have faith, love and trust in Him! There is Hope for we have an Awesome God that can do All things!!!!! ~~~~ God Bless You!       Much love,   Pastor MadonnaButterfly~~~~

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Pastor MadonnaButterfly   in reply to Lisa0626   on

Last cry for help!!

 in response to Lisa0626...   Hi, Lisa! I pray that everything works out for you! Keeping you in my heart, thoughts and prayers my friend! God Bless You!~~~~~ Much love, Pastor MadonnaButterfly~
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Pastor MadonnaButterfly   in reply to Lisa0626   on

Last cry for help!!

 in response to Lisa0626...   

Hi, Lisa0626! I found some other help for you, I don't know if you have already tried these are not but thought it may help you. "Single Parents Assistance" (www.spaoa.org) / "Pennsylvania Assistance Programs also help in Philadelphia and Pittsburg" (717)787-2465. / "CHIP" Will cover all Children to age 18 on insurance........(1-800-986-KIDS). / "Foodstamps" (1-800-692-7462). / 

"Pittsburgh Presbyterian Lazarus" (412-323-1400) Can offer a 1-time $250. Assistance. / "Catholic Charities" (412-456-6999). / "Allegheny Valley Association" (724-226-0606). / "Hunger & Housing Help" (412-350-4354). / "Welfare Justice Project" (412-321-1071)/(412-431-8960). 

I'm praying for you and that Father God meets all of your needs. Keep up your love and faith in God, He will take care of you. He hears you call out to him and will answer! For He loves you more than you can love yourself! Father God has helped me out of situations that I thought I wasn't going to make it out of. With faith, trust and love for Him...He pulled me out of my situation and showered me with many blessings! What He has done in my life He will also do for you! I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers! God Bless You! Thank you for keeping in touch, please continue to do so! I do care about you and your situation!~  Pastor MadonnaButterfly~

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Pastor MadonnaButterfly   in reply to Lisa0626   on

Last cry for help!!

Hi, Lisa0626! Nice to meet you! I read your post and found some information that may help with your situation. Some of these you may have tried and some you may not have. I hope this will help: "Housing Assistance in Philadelphia" (The Beehive Philadelphia) Services: Makes houses donated to the City of Philadelphia..Helps with transitional housing for single women with children. (215)684-4000. (215)684-4300. (610)874-8451. (610)891-5101./ "Dignity Housing" (215)713-0960. / "Women's Community" (215)627-5550. / "Revitalization Project" 1-(800)342-2397. / "Donor Taker Program" (215)209-8664. / "1202 Program" (215)448-3000. / "Emergency Rent for Low-income families" (215)851-0110. / "Project Rainbow" (215)769-1830 Housing for Single Women with Children. / "Endow A Home" (215)951-0300 & (215)951-0330 Permanent Housing for Women and their Children.~ These are some programs I pray will help you. Remember when one door is shut, God will open up another! There is hope my friend. Pray and let Father God take hold of your hand and help to guide you in the direction He wants you to go! Trust God with all that you have and He will take care and provide for you. I will keep you in my heart and prayers. God Bless You. Please keep in touch and let me know how you are doing.~ Pastor MadonnaButterfly
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Pastor MadonnaButterfly   in reply to ellas   on

About ellas

Hi, ellas! Nice to meet you! I have read your post..and I want you to know that God cares about you, so do I. I have been in your shoes. I have faced what you are going through right now and I want you to know there is "hope". People that have not been through what you have don't understand the 'Emotional Stress" that you are going through. I understand the 'fear' of losing your life and belongings due to the 'abuse' that you are going through. No matter 'What you do' or 'How good you do it', it's not good enough. I want you to know that 'You' are Not responsible for 'How' that other person "Thinks" or "Feels" for their "Actions" are their "Own". You "Alone" are Not going to "Change" that person. The Abuser/Victor, is usually an "Insecure" person, that may have come from a "Dysfunctional Family". This person will require "Counseling" for "Anger Management" and to get treatment of learning positive ways to express frustration or anger "Without"  inflicting harm to another person. If you want the 'abuse' to 'stop' and to have a 'normal' more meaningful relationship, then "You" are going to have to "Leave" away from the person and the 'situation'. There are "Abuse Shelters for Women" that will provide you safe shelter and transportation. These shelters provide "temporary" housing, which will give you a chance to become Independant and to recieve counseling. Here are some places to help you: "Family Counseling & Shelter" (734)241-0180. 14930 Laplaisance Rd. #106, Monroe. (www.fcssmc.org).

(www.welfareinfo.org/michigan/southfield-shelters)

Agape House 19201 Birchridge St., Southfield, MI. (248)799-2446.

 You can still work and recieve Government help to get your 'own' place, to get you on your feet. The 'only' way your relationship is going to work is if the Abuser/Victor realizes "that they" have a problem...and needs help. They will "promise" you the earth, moon and sky in attempt to get you to stay there and continue taking the 'abuse'. (You deserve better than that!) We are resurrected people who don't have to be slaves to sin any longer (Romans 6:6-7). Jesus died to rid us of sin's power as well as to rid us of sin's penalty. The gospel has the power to set us free. But if we are going to go to people and announce the good news that they can be set free from sin's power in Christ, we had better be living in the freedom the gospel purchased for us.~ Father God doesn't want us to be abused-mentally or physically. He wants for us to have the very best that life has to offer us. Pray to Father God, He will rescue You, wipe away your tears and will Protect You..if You 'Call' upon Him. We have to Trust Father God and stop relying on ourselves. We cannot make the 'right' decisions for our own lives we must have His guidance. When he leads we must follow. We must obey Him and do as He says in order for us to have blessings, prosperity and peace in our lives. We make 'mistakes', He doesn't for God is 'Perfect' and will never fail us. Ask Father God to come into your life, to 'forgive' you of your sins, to bless you, protect you and to guide you. Just remember "When we are down to nothing....God is up to something!" He already has wonderful blessings to shower upon you! The reason He is unable to give us these blessings is due to our own decisions. See God "doesn't force" us to worship Him or to follow his lead in our lives. He lets it be of our own 'choice' to do so, (freewill). We can be of the 'world' or live our lives as a "Christian" in a Godly way, but we cannot live of 'both' we must chose one or the other. I will keep you in my thoughts, heart and prayers. Please keep in touch and let me know how you are doing. God Bless You.~ Pastor MadonnaButterfly~

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Pastor MadonnaButterfly   in reply to momoftwoplus1   on

desperate mom of two and one on the way needs some help FAST!!

Hi, momoftwoplus1! I did some research and found out this information for you I pray that it helps: Freedom Worship Center and Fredricksburg Church of God (Helps with "Food & Medication") when available, they are located at: 208 Hudgins Rd.
Express Auto Service (540-372-4422)
"Moo" Crossroads: I-95 & Route 3 (540-287-3489) Mechanic
"Jeff Stewart" Mechanic (540-338-5166) His email:
(fonman4277@aol.com)
I found a house at: 5087 MACNAMARA DR. $1,050. 3 Bd/1Ba. 1008 sq ft. on "Homes.com".
I do not know "any" of these people or the businesses...I just found the information and hope it may be of benefit to you. I will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Let me know if the price is too high on the house so I can better help you with what you are looking for. Please keep in touch and hope to talk with you soon. God Bless You and much love, Pastor MadonnaButterfly~
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Pastor MadonnaButterfly   in reply to writetanyaj   on

i am a desperate single mother in need of help from any kind soul out there who will listen

Hi, writetanyaj! I read your post and this is the help I found for you! Temporary Assistance For Needy Families (TANF)
Family Care (1-800-701-0710) and Housing (1-877-428-8844)
Work First NJ (1-800-792-9773) and (1-866-202-4357).
Another thing you can do is to Trust God, Pray and ask God to help you. God is a Provider and He will open doors that we feel are closed. Your baby needs you and loves you no matter what. Never give up...Never feel there is no hope....God will do good favors for you all you have to do is to ask Him. Find a local Church near you, one that you feel comfortable at...and talk to the Pastor...let them pray with you and guide you. Call on God..He will answer and help you all you have to do is put your Faith and Trust in Him with all that you have and you will have the money you need and all of your problems will be worked out and you will no longer have worries. Then you can give that precious baby the love, care, food and home that it needs and you and your baby can live a healthy, happy and content life! Please keep in touch with me and let me know how you are doing. I will keep you in my prayers. God Bless You. Much love, MadonnaButterfly~
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Pastor MadonnaButterfly   in reply to momoftwoplus1   on

desperate mom of two and one on the way needs some help FAST!!

Hi, momoftwoplus1! Nice to meet you. I've read your post and understand that you have quiet a bit to deal with right now. All I can do is offer you some advice and pray for you that God will help you make decisions that will be beneficial for you now and in the future. The State will provide care for your 11 year old with type 1 diabetic's insulin. They will provide him Medicaid. You have to go to your local D.H.S. (Department of Human Services) Office and apply. You can also write or call the Manufacturer of the Insulin Medication and they can help supply you with the Insulin also, just explain your situation. You can do the same with the other medications as well, they assist people who are on medication and cannot afford it. A friend or family member may be able to take you around to look for another house to rent. You can sometimes run across a very nice house that rents cheap without having to pay a deposit. You may could rent a Uhaul van for $20 to $30 a day to move with. Have a yardsale and get rid of some things you don't need and make money to help out. About your car, it sounds like you will need a "Ring job", you may can find a mechanic that does side work that will do it for a reasonable price. It usually costs around $600. for that type of work but if you find a mechanic that does side work may do it for less. You may make too much to qualify for assistance but your children should be able to get the help with medications that they need. You just have to keep trying and not give up. Relax, take a deep breath, release it slowly, then repeat until you feel relaxed. Trust God with 'all' that you are facing right now, let God have it. Allow Him to guide you. He did not bring you this far to leave you or to let you down. You work hard and you are going to school and you are trying the very best that you can. God will open the doors that appear to be closed. He will bring you through this. Trust in Him and have 'no doubt'! If you lose your home you are in now there is a reason for it....Trust in God...he may have a bigger and nicer home waiting for you at a price you can afford. I know right now you may feel that it may not happen...but I was in a similar situation 3 years ago where I needed to move immediately, car breaking down, no money, 10 dogs, and my odds were really stacked against me. I prayed hard and cried to God to help me. A couple of weeks later I was going to the grocery store and passed by an empty house that required no deposit allowed me to have all the dogs, and the rent was $125. cheaper than I was paying and the house is in much better condition than what I previously had!!! So yes, God does answer prayers! My husband was in I.C.U. I thought I had no way to move, then my friends came to help and got me moved! God will help all you have to do is completely trust Him and let Him help you to achieve your goals! I will keep you all in my prayers! God is a provider and He will help you...what He's done for me He will also do for you...for He loves you the same as me! We are His children!!!! Keep in touch and let me know how you are doing! God Bless You.....Pastor MadonnaButterfly~
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Get Blessed Today....Right Now!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I wanted to share with you that I am now a "Pastor". I'm also still caring for my Husband whom is still taking "Hep. C shots" and is extremely ill right now. Just remember that "No matter how bad things around us may seem to be....God is still in Control and He will make things better for us in our lives. We have to learn to trust in Him with all things. For He is our Provider, Shelter, Comforter, and Father." We go to Him in prayer for our needs and He will hear them and will guide us to what we need in our lives. God can and will do All things. For everything there is a purpose, we may not understand why we are going through what we are. We may not understand why bad things happen to good people. God has the intelligence of knowing and understanding these things. Sometimes we can cause our own disasters by not asking God to help us. We lean upon our own decisions which leads us into trouble. We need His guidance in everything we do. God loves to rescue us from our troubles we are faced with to show us His power so that we know it was Him that rescued us! We all love to feel wanted and needed, God is the same way...He loves for us to call upon and to need Him! I have been through things in my life that you couldn't imagine...but I can tell you that God pulled me through everything I faced. Making me a better and stronger person. What He does for one person He will do for another! God loves all of us...the same! Give Him a chance to come into your life and to change your situation, to show you His love and Mercy so that you too can know and love Him just as I do. There is nothing that He cannot handle and no problem too big for Him to solve for He is Father God Almighty that will love and help you through it all. Come to Him today and ask for His 'forgiveness' of your sins. Let Him rescue and help you through whatever you may be faced with. Know that you are 'not alone' He will never leave your side. God Bless You. Much love, Pastor MadonnaButterfly~
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I miss all of you on here! I wanted to update you on what's going on!~

I wanted to stop by and let everyone know I have a lot going on in my life right now. I'm helping my Husband to get his Liver Transplant and there are so many test he has to go through and so very much to do I haven't had much time to get on here! I'm going to be on here more I'm just really trying to save Hubby's life right now. We have been waiting for this moment for 6 years and we are running out of time to get this done as his condition is becoming a lot worse everyday is a challenge for us. We are praying for a miracle and doing all that we can to try and make this happen for him! Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers and I will keep you in ours as well! I will keep you up to date on what's going on! Much love to you!~ Love, MadonnaButterfly!~

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